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Sunday, July 30, 2006 @10:17 PM


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@8:16 PM

the lake house

Yes yes. i've watched the lake house 2day. Admittedly, when I first viewed the trailer it appeared to be nothing more than a cheap romantic flick with a hunk (Keanu Reeves) and a pretty girl (Sandra Bullock). After watching this film, I realized first impressions can sometimes be wrong.

The plot may be a bit out of the ordinary. But if you suspend logic for an hour or two and believe in the magic of the story, it will draw you into a deeply passionate story. There are some twists that may or may not surprise .

Although Keanu Reeves and Sandra Bullock have had some iffy acting performances in the past, both put in excellent performances that made their characters come alive. Each characters has a very earthy feel that makes them seem real and relatable.

Overall, I have to say this is a beautiful movie, from the story to the acting to the beautiful cinematography.

to watch the trailer, go to; http://www.imdb.com/rg/TITLETRA_BIGSTICK/maindetails/title/tt0410297/trailers-screenplay-E27739-10-2

@8:15 PM

"Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It's a day that I’ll never miss

Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life"
"Sometimes I feel I’m gonna break down and cry (so lonely)
Nowhere to go nothing to do with my time
I get lonely so lonely living on my own

Sometimes I feel I’m always walking too fast
And everything is coming down on me down on me
I go crazy oh so crazy living on my own"

"I dont believe in love
I never have, I never will
I dont believe in love
Ill just pretend she never was real
I dont believe in love I need to forget her face, I see it still
I dont believe in love
Its never worth the pain that you feel"

"but I fear
I have nothing to give
I have so much to lose
here in this lonely place
tangled up in our embrace
there's nothing I'd like
better than to fall
but I fear I have nothing to give"


"And all you wonder is who's for sale
but you won't know now and I won't tell.
You're always hiding, throwing up your hands
while heroes ride again.

God only knows all the places I've been
but I love this life that I'm live'n in and
I won't look back to regret yesterday.
We're not handed tomorrow
so I'll live for today."

- unknown -

Saturday, July 29, 2006 @11:52 PM

Nighttime sharpens, heightens each sensation
Darkness stirs and wakes imagination
Silently the senses abandon their defenses

Slowly, gently, night unfurls its splendor
Grasp it, sense it, tremulous and tender
Turn your face away form the garish light of day
Turn your thoughts away from cold unfeeling light
And listen to the music of the night

Thursday, July 27, 2006 @8:58 PM

© By Amy Dawson

A true friend is someone you can be yourself around, and never have to try and put on an act, they are someone you share your deepest secrets with, laugh together at lifes treasured moments. Sometimes we laugh together for absolutely no reason at all.

This person knows everything about you and still loves you just the same!

You know you are truly blessed to find a friend this special at least once in your lifetime. Treasure all that you've been blessed with, a rare kind of friendship comes once in a lifetime.

I thank the Lord daily for the rare gift of your friendship and the blessing bestowed to share such a gift.

My only hope is to someday be the kind of friend you've always been to me! A true forever kind of friend!!

GOD BLESS YOU MY FRIEND!

@8:53 PM

© By Trevor Chaussee

bound to confusion,
enchanted by lore,
specific, in order,
antecedents of war.

conflict, creation,
a matter of strife,
dynamic illusions,
to darken the life.

and peril awaits,
as honor implies,
but tries to deceive,
what failure belies.

patience surrenders,
when trust will ignite,
lost like the jester,
who sees without sight.

of priests, and of pagans,
and gods, and of sin,
oh where shall we go,
when god cannot win?

the king of all kings,
the lord of all lords,
oh how can we prosper,
this 'man' is no more.

no crosses to guard,
no faith to neglect,
this battle is ours,
to claim and protect.

theosophy knows,
and theosophy tries,
but who can you trust,
when theosophy lies.

so clearly the victor,
is all but decided.
and what you are reading,
is what they have recited,

to children, and lovers,
and families the same,
who struggle to breath,
when choked by the shame,

that we are martyrs,
and we are the laws,
yet we are the judges,
to that which we cause.

and so, within caution,
we fasten the locks,
for these are the keys,
to Pandora's Box.

@8:52 PM

© By Sarah D. Cummings

What does tomorrow hold
Will it lead me to more pain
Will it bring the happiness I long for
Or will I again spend my time in vain.

Tomorrow seems so frightening
It could destroy my life
It could set my spirit free
Or could be another day of strife.

Unknown tomorrows, why do they exist
They seem to be useless
They seem to be confusing
And yet God continues these daily test.

Tomorrows with paths that have no markings
Tomorrows with fog that covers the way
Tomorrows that have lost all guidelines
Tomorrows full of Dangers and Hurt.

There seems only to be darkness without a sunrise
There seems only to be rain with no flowers yielded
There seems only to be turmoil without peace
Only loneliness even among the crowd.

God, please direct the ways I cannot see
Help me to find the right roads to take
Help me to see the sun through the current fog
Let me survive the unknown tomorrows.

@8:50 PM

© By Khierra M. Hargrove


He rose the dead,
Peter, Paul, and Silas he lead,
He turned water into wine,
And like no other, this man is one of a kind,
At the age of twelve he was in the temple,
He made obeying god seem so simple,
At the age of thirty, he was dipped by John the Baptist,
When he was thirty three, he was arrested, and betrayed by a kiss,
Even on Calvary, there was still work to be done,
He granted the thief on his right a paradise,
because he believed that he was God's Son,
who is this man,
that brought peace and joy to the land,
and Right now sits at god's right hand,
He hung, bled, and died,
For each and every one of us,
You can call him what you want,
But I call him Jesus.

@8:47 PM

Which is worse?
Death or a broken heart?
Death is only once ,
But a broken heart shall be forever a burden on my back for me to carry.

@8:41 PM

I have a friend, she's silver and she shines,
Her favorite subject's art and her favorite shape is lines,
Her favorite color's red, she draws upon my skin,
Some lines thick, while other lines thin,
Sometimes she draws deep and the blood begins to run,
To you it's disgusting, but it's just an addiction I begun,
Never in patterns, just a line here or there,
Never too much, just the pain that I can bare,
Her favorite subject's art, and her favorite shape is lines,
Her favorite color's red, my razor blade,
she's silver and she shines.

@8:39 PM

© By Jennifer L. Hamel

Once the girl saw her reflection All she could see was every imperfection These broken pieces can't judge her anymore The mirror is now shattered on the floor The girl picks up a piece and slits her wrists in hopes of not living anymore It did not work so she tried again She picks up the gun and sticks it to her head Her mind is going crazy with memories she had shared how could she even dare she knows she has a family that really does care as she sits in the chair At the TV she glares Her dad walks by with a face she can’t forget Everything she did she starts to regret Every thought has crossed her mind she is terrified Its half past nine And getting really late She can't remember when she last ate She goes to the kitchen in search of some food She sees pills on the counter The label reads only take 2 She takes thirteen and then three more Now she is puking all over her bedroom floor Her mom calls an ambulance not knowing what's wrong Her dad yells what the heck is going on? She stands up with a knife in one hand She runs after her dad yelling it’s your fault I am the way I am She then ends up in pine rest Her parents were told it was one of the best With nothing left to do but cry As that one tear filled her eye She said what's wrong with me why do I want to die? She decides to change her life saying this was the last time She gets the help she needs but when she gets back home She seems to find her self back down on her knees yelling no daddy please The depression just gets worse Dying is another thirst She slits her wrists to release the pain It's been 2 years of not saying a thing All she wants to do is die She's about ready to blow another fuse but yet she's so confused The confusion and depression seem to collide making tears fill her eyes So she starts to pack not really wanting to go back But she notices the depression starts to crack. she is now glad she went back. Yes that girl was me, and it was a hard thing to go through but I made it through okay

@8:39 PM

© By Leanna M. Dixon

Dejected and depressed

Evil thoughts going threw her mind

Wanting nothing more

Then contentment in her life.

Helpless and frustrated

With no where else to turn

She turn's to her sweet blade

And her troubles unfurl.

She thinks of the friends once so close

Now only seem to bring more pain.

Lectures and stern voices

Remind her she can't do nothing right.

For every friend

Who she has hurt she adds a cut

And a cut for every time

A friend has inflicted pain

Weather it was intentional or not

Next she thinks of her boyfriends

Not caring if they were worth it or not

Adding to the growing number of cuts

On her pale worthless body.

The fights; the tears; the heartbreaks

All she blames herself for.

She thinks of her family

And how despite their kind faces

The feeling they want nothing to do with her.

For every little disappointment

And every little mistake she made'

Now the final cuts

The one's to end the grief

She sinks down in the tub

The blood already tainting the water

Just another sweet relief.

She grips her blade tight

Scared of the pain

But knowing it will all be over soon

She braces herself for the desired relief

And hears her little 9 year old sister

Playing games on her computer

And she puts the blade down.

Not wanting to corrupt the innocent

With the image of a bloody body haunting her in her sleep

She gets out and wraps in a towel

Sinking to the floor and crying her heart out

Till it even hurts to much to cry

And plasters a smile on her face

And comes and sees her sisters smiling face

And holds on to her life for one more day.

@8:38 PM

© By Ashlee E. Vargon

Sitting in her room,
All day long.
She is sitting there singing,
Her own sad song.

A song about misery,
A song about hope.
A song about a problem,
and how to cope.

She wants someone to love her,
She wants someone to care.
But when she turns around,
Nobody is ever there.

She wants a family,
and some friends that she can call her own.
She wants all these things,
So she doesn't have to be alone.

She's hoping someone will love her,
She's hoping someone will care.
She hears something and turns around,
And notices that nobody's there.

@8:37 PM

© By Jennifer L. Chambers

As I put the razor to my skin,
I feel the adrenalin,
the pain is a sudden rush to me,
as the blood falls to the floor
I see my pain and worries disappearing.
I hide my scars in fear of what you may say,
but without you these scares will not exist.
My love, my life, my reason
I sit here and bleed.
My smiles, my tears,
my heart tares more and more.
You deny your love, I deny my pain.
The pain I feel when your not by my side.
Some call it love I call it suicide.
The razor can only go to deep,
a person can only bleed so much,
but the pain never ends.
My nights are cold, my arms are empty
The cuts cover up the pain,
My smile covers up the hurt
As you walk along to blind to see my hurt
the days get harder
the nights never seem to end
I fake a smile and wipe my tears away
I forget the truth.
For when I am with you it feels so right.
Without you I find myself lost and confused. Broken and torn.
Kiss my pain away,
Wipe away my blood filled tears,
I long for you to save me

@8:36 PM

© By Jason Becker

The sun has set and night has come
To wash away the present past.
We know not what tomorrow holds,
But we enter it with thoughts embraced.
With only the things of yesterday.

Yesterday.
Yesterday.
You left us there.
Only to find that you were gone,
Gone away to were we can
Only remember the days of past.
Tomorrow holds the key for us,
But where the lock is we know not must.
For behind we can see,
Only a new days fog.

Shadows we live.
Never here nor there,
But then is where we are.
Always struggling toward the future,
A future of memories,
Of days gone by.

For today is yesterdays tomorrow.
Cherish our yesterdays we will.
They will never come again.
Put behind us we will,
The things of our past.
Forgive ourselves we will,
Or compliment our deeds.
Today will always be gone,
And yesterday will forever be tomorrow.
For we live in the shadows of days past.

@8:34 PM

I've been in a mood
To write a poem or two
I don't know why
I do what I do
I guess it's just a natural thing
Like cutting a ham or sucking a string
All of these rhymes are in my head
Though they aren't good
Still give me some cred
Some people are weird
Some people are schmoes
Some people are just big stinking chodes
I choose not to be
A mean mean person
To be mean is to be scared
And I do declare
That I enjoy my decadent poems
For they foreshadow
What I can not see
And what I can not taste
Like gloopy glue paste
Or plastic veneers
Did anyone notice how much Mrs. Scoggin sneers?
The hallways are packed
With stupid dumb sheep
When I complain. I must be bleeped.
No school. No more.
I hateth thee!
You farce! You arse!
I can not be free!
Of all the idiotic idioms
And all the practical practices
Forget the idioms! Forget the sheep!
Practice not but snooze you fool!
Snooze I say! Snooze!

@6:46 PM

I lack the strength to feel, let alone act. I can't explain to you how tiring it is to pretend that i care anymore, or that i feel anything. This living has sucked the life out of me, and like an empty shell, all that echoes back to you these days are automated responses. Press 1 for english... What happened to me? i don't know... i think i've been stumped from a series of my questions and now i lack direction and motivation because i don't know where i'm going nor how to get there. When the illusion of purpose dissipates into a slippery answer, one that has no grasp and no definition... how do you move to the next stage of events. I would will a calling to come along, but i'm in no position to answer any calls... for i've been shackled once more in the slave chains of society. I want... need something, someone to distract me from me. If you look but only outwards, theres a tendency to be another shalllow sheep and if you look only inwards internally, there is a likelihood to ignore the world outside and create your own, in simplified terms... madness. The madman says "i'm not crazy, you're all crazy". Its strange, but i think i'm starting to believe him. So with all my half witted answers, i have no yellow brick road back to kansas. While, the lion lacked courage, the tinman was missing a heart, and i can't remember what the scarecrow didn't have but i think Dorothy doesn't exist. So click your heels 3 times and say: "Theres no place like home coz we're lost in it." Or maybe we are home, but we just can't see it.

Monday, July 24, 2006 @11:17 PM

A little old couple walked slowly into a McDonald's one cold winter evening.

They looked out of place amid the young families and young couples eating there that night.

Some of the customers looked admiringly at them. You could tell what the admirers were thinking:

"Look, there is a couple who has been through a lot together, probably for 60 years or more!"

The little old man walked up to the cash register, placed his order with no hesitation and then paid for their meal.

The couple took a table near the back wall and started taking food off of the tray.

There was one hamburger, one order of french fries and one drink.

The little old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half.

He placed one half in front of his wife.

Then he carefully counted out the french fries, divided them in two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife.

He took a sip of the drink, and then his wife took a sip as the man began to eat his few bites.

Again, you could tell what people around the old couple were saying. - "They were used to sharing everything."

Then the crowd noticed that the little old lady still hadn't eaten a thing.

She just sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally sipped some of the drink.

A young man came over and begged them to let him buy them another meal.

The lady explained that no, they were used to sharing.

As the little old man finished eating and was wiping his face neatly with a napkin, the young man could stand it no longer and asked again.

After being politely refused again, he finally asked the little old lady, "Ma'am, why aren't you eating. You said that you share everything.

What is it that you are waiting for?"

She answered,


"THE TEETH"

Sunday, July 23, 2006 @10:57 PM

all i ever wanted
was for you to look at me.
by the eye. and not whoever i am outside.
i hope it wasn't the looks,
nor that content of my purse.
i hope it was really me you wanted;
its you i need in my life
and i don't want you to go.
i can't live without you
and that i really need a you to stay by me. i'm sorry i'm just demanding so much,
but really. i need you.
the imperfections, healed with you.

Saturday, July 22, 2006 @5:35 PM

Life's An Irony
An irony of love and friendship
Life's a play
A play of hypocrisy
Aren't you even tired of these?
Fate's playing this big joke on me
On you and i, on us
let me go
Before i break down

Friday, July 21, 2006 @2:48 PM


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@2:45 PM

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray
The Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say
"I love you,"
instead of assuming you KNOW I do.


If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day,
I'd be sure it was your best, before it slipped away.

For surely there's always
tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we
always get a second
chance to make everything right.



There will always be another day to say "I love you"
And certainly there's another chance to ask
"Anything I can do?"


But just in case I might be wrong, and
today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget

Tomorrow is not promised to
anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get to
hold your loved one tight.

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day

that you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss.
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear.

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes, you'll have no
regrets about today.

@2:34 PM

song of song 8:6
Place me like a seal over your heart,
like a seal on your arm;
for love is as strong as death,
its jealousy unyielding as the grave.
It burns like blazing fire,
like a mighty flame.

Sunday, July 16, 2006 @7:45 PM

[[ John 3:16 ]]
For God so loved the world that
he gave his one and only Son,
that whoever believes in him
shall not perish but have eternal life.

[[ John 14:6 ]]
Jesus answered, "I am the way and the truth and the life.
No one comes to the Father except through me.

[[ John 8:32 ]]
Then you will know the truth,
and the truth will set you free.

He l[0]ves yo[u]*.

Saturday, July 15, 2006 @1:07 PM

Giving: "For God so loved the world, that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish, but have eternal life." John 3:16
Good: "Give thanks to the Lord, for He is good; for His lovingkindness is everlasting. Give thanks to the God of gods, for His lovingkindness is everlasting. Give thanks to the Lord of lords, for His lovingkindness is everlasting." Psalm 136:1-3

Life-Giving: "But God, being rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ." Ephesians 2:4-5

Priceless: "Because Thy lovingkindness is better than life, my lips will praise Thee. So I will bless Thee as long as I live; I will lift up my hands in Thy name." Psalm 63:3-4

Redeeming: "....because the Lord loved you and kept the oath He swore to your forefathers, the Lord brought you out by a mighty hand, and redeemed you from the house of slavery,...." Deuteronomy 7:8

Sacrificial: "Just as the Father has loved Me, I have also loved you; abide in my love....Greater love has no one than this, that one lay down his life for his friends." John 15:9,13

Satisfying: "....and that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth, and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fulness of God." Ephesians 3:17-18

Unfailing: "This I recall to my mind, therefore I have hope. The Lord's lovingkindnesses indeed never cease, for His compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is Thy faithfulness." Lamentations 3:21-23

Tenacious: "For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord." Romans 8:38-39

Timely: "For while we were still helpless, at the right time, Christ died for the ungodly....But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us." Romans 5:6-8

Everlasting: "I have loved you with an everlasting love; therefore I have drawn you with lovingkindness." Jeremiah 31:3

Wondrous: "See how great a love the Father has bestowed upon us, that we should be called children of God; and such we are." 1 John 3:1

@12:47 PM

Chorus:

El Shaddai, El Shaddai

El-Elyon na Adonai

Age to age You're still the same

By the power of the name

El-Shaddai, El Shaddai

Erkamka na Adonai

We will praise and lift You high

El Shaddai



Through Your love and through the ram

You saved the son of Abraham

And by the power of Your hand

Turned the sea into dry land

To the outcast on her knees

You were the God who really sees

And by Your might

Set Your children free

(chorus)



Through the years You made it clear

That the time of Christ was near

Though the people failed to see

What Messiah ought to be

Though Your Word contained the plan

They just could not understand

Your most awesome work was done

Through the frailty of Your Son

(chorus)

Friday, July 14, 2006 @2:39 PM

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